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The idea of her growing up without a mother was unbearable. That kind of absence would leave a permanent hole in her life. She’d wonder who I was, what kind of mom I would’ve been. I wouldn’t be there to comfort her, to cheer her on, to tell her I loved her. The thought was devastating. I decided I needed to leave something behind—something that might help her understand me if I couldn’t be there in person.

At 37, my life was turned upside down when I was diagnosed with cancer. While managing a busy consulting career and caring for my active two-year-old daughter, I was thrust into a grueling treatment process that left me hospitalized for three months. The aftermath of leukemia, chemotherapy, and a bone marrow transplant forced me into a challenging recovery journey where my body felt foreign and weak.

A year later, the diagnosis of GVHD (Graft Versus Host Disease) added to my struggles, making even basic physical activities painful. However, after five years, I dared to trust my body again and discovered Zumba, a dance class that reignited my passion for movement. I became hooked, eventually becoming a certified instructor and leading classes with joy.

Today, while I still face the challenges of GVHD, I embrace the journey of recovery and encourage others to be patient and kind to themselves. Finding a new normal can take time, but when the opportunity arises, give yourself permission to try—you might just surprise yourself.

By prioritizing my well-being, letting go of expectations, and embracing my unique story, I found a wellspring strength amidst fear and doubt. Life's curveballs may seem overwhelming initially, but with the right mindset, they can become catalysts for growth and resilience.

It all started 15 years ago, in 2008. Just as I touched down from a business trip to China, I got hit with a cancer diagnosis: leukemia. Suddenly, I was faced with the horrifying thought of not being around to watch my 2-year-old daughter grow. It felt like a bad joke but, unfortunately, it was my reality.